So i'm sitting at school right now. and i'm just like... blah. i don't even know what i'm like. i'm just here. you see, my life is just there. nothing exciting and thrilling. nothing spectacular. nothing horrible nothing life threatening. i'm just here in this world. set doing nothing. school isn't exciting anymore. the only reason i come anymore is to see people and get out of the house so my mother doesn't drive me insane. i dont get to drive anywhere, and my parents don't trust me. but they have no reason not to trust me. i haven't done anything for them to not trust me. i've been a "perfect little girl" haven't cussed at them, haven't back talked them, i haven't gone to parties and gotten drunk, i haven't even gone to a party where there's been alcohal without them there. they think just about all of my friends are pot smokers and heavy drinkers before they even meet them. and it just makes me so mad. at church we talk about how we're not supposed to judge people, and they are the biggest freakin' judgers i know. it just makes me so angry sometimes. i love my parents, don't get me wrong. they're just so wrong sometimes. my mom almost didn't let me drive to kerrville. they always say, "experiance makes the best drivers" but they never let me experiance anything. i've barely driven at night. i haven't driven in san antonio. i haven't driven anywhere really. and uh. they just make me so mad. and i hate complaining like this because it sounds like i'm a bitchey little spoiled girl that thinks she never gets her way when she always does. and i am thankful for my life. i could be way worse off. but things like this just frustrate me to the high heavens!!
well yeah. that's my life right now in a nutshell.
i'm such a bum.